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of the Tibetans, and AMEN of the Christians (its meaning in Hebrew
being SURE, FAITHFUL). "These things saith the Amen, the faithful
and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God."-REVELATIONS
3:14.

{FN26-9} APHORISMS II:49..


{FN26-10} I CORINTHIANS 15:31. "Our rejoicing" is the correct


translation; not, as usually given, "your rejoicing." St. Paul was
referring to the OMNIPRESENCE of the Christ consciousness..

{FN26-11} KALPA means time or aeon. SABIKALPA means subject to time


or change; some link with PRAKRITI or matter remains. NIRBIKALPA
means timeless, changeless; this is the highest state of SAMADHI.

{FN26-12} According to the LINCOLN LIBRARY OF ESSENTIAL INFORMATION,


p. 1030, the giant tortoise lives between 200 and 300 years.

{FN26-13} Shakespeare: SONNET #146.


{FN26-14} BHAGAVAD GITA, VI:46.


CHAPTER: 27

FOUNDING A YOGA SCHOOL AT RANCHI


"Why are you averse to organizational work?"


Master's question startled me a bit. It is true that my private


conviction at the time was that organizations were "hornets' nests."

"It is a thankless task, sir," I answered. "No matter what the


leader does or does not, he is criticized."

"Do you want the whole divine CHANNA (milk curd) for yourself alone?"


My guru's retort was accompanied by a stern glance. "Could you or
anyone else achieve God-contact through yoga if a line of generous-hearted
masters had not been willing to convey their knowledge to others?"
He added, "God is the Honey, organizations are the hives; both are
necessary. Any FORM is useless, of course, without the spirit, but
why should you not start busy hives full of the spiritual nectar?"

His counsel moved me deeply. Although I made no outward reply, an


adamant resolution arose in my breast: I would share with my fellows,
so far as lay in my power, the unshackling truths I had learned at
my guru's feet. "Lord," I prayed, "may Thy Love shine forever on
the sanctuary of my devotion, and may I be able to awaken that Love
in other hearts."

On a previous occasion, before I had joined the monastic order,


Sri Yukteswar had made a most unexpected remark.

"How you will miss the companionship of a wife in your old age!" he


had said. "Do you not agree that the family man, engaged in useful
work to maintain his wife and children, thus plays a rewarding role
in God's eyes?"

"Sir," I had protested in alarm, "you know that my desire in this


life is to espouse only the Cosmic Beloved."

Master had laughed so merrily that I understood his observation


was made merely as a test of my faith.

"Remember," he had said slowly, "that he who discards his worldly


duties can justify himself only by assuming some kind of responsibility
toward a much larger family."

The ideal of an all-sided education for youth had always been close


to my heart. I saw clearly the arid results of ordinary instruction,
aimed only at the development of body and intellect. Moral and
spiritual values, without whose appreciation no man can approach
happiness, were yet lacking in the formal curriculum. I determined to
found a school where young boys could develop to the full stature
of manhood. My first step in that direction was made with seven
children at Dihika, a small country site in Bengal.

A year later, in 1918, through the generosity of Sir Manindra


Chandra Nundy, the Maharaja of Kasimbazar, I was able to transfer my
fast-growing group to Ranchi. This town in Bihar, about two hundred
miles from Calcutta, is blessed with one of the most healthful
climates in India. The Kasimbazar Palace at Ranchi was transformed
into the headquarters for the new school, which I called BRAHMACHARYA
VIDYALAYA {FN27-1} in accordance with the educational ideals
of the rishis. Their forest ashrams had been the ancient seats of
learning, secular and divine, for the youth of India.

At Ranchi I organized an educational program for both grammar


and high school grades. It included agricultural, industrial,
commercial, and academic subjects. The students were also taught
yoga concentration and meditation, and a unique system of physical
development, "Yogoda," whose principles I had discovered in 1916.

Realizing that man's body is like an electric battery, I reasoned


that it could be recharged with energy through the direct agency of
the human will. As no action, slight or large, is possible without
WILLING, man can avail himself of his prime mover, will, to renew
his bodily tissues without burdensome apparatus or mechanical
exercises. I therefore taught the Ranchi students my simple "Yogoda"
techniques by which the life force, centred in man's medulla
oblongata, can be consciously and instantly recharged from the
unlimited supply of cosmic energy.

The boys responded wonderfully to this training, developing


extraordinary ability to shift the life energy from one part of
the body to another part, and to sit in perfect poise in difficult
body postures. {FN27-2} They performed feats of strength and
endurance which many powerful adults could not equal. My youngest
brother, Bishnu Charan Ghosh, joined the Ranchi school; he later
became a leading physical culturist in Bengal. He and one of his
students traveled to Europe and America, giving exhibitions of
strength and skill which amazed the university savants, including
those at Columbia University in New York.

At the end of the first year at Ranchi, applications for admission


reached two thousand. But the school, which at that time was solely
residential, could accommodate only about one hundred. Instruction
for day students was soon added.

In the VIDYALAYA I had to play father-mother to the little children,


and to cope with many organizational difficulties. I often remembered
Christ's words: "Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath
left house, or brethren or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife,
or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, but he shall
receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses and brethren, and
sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions;
and in the world to come eternal life." {FN27-3} Sri Yukteswar had
interpreted these words: "The devotee who forgoes the life-experiences
of marriage and family, and exchanges the problems of a small
household and limited activities for the larger responsibilities
of service to society in general, is undertaking a task which is
often accompanied by persecution from a misunderstanding world,
but also by a divine inner contentment."

[Illustration: Yogoda Math, beautiful hermitage of Self-Realization


Fellowship at Dakshineswar on the Ganges. Founded in 1938 as a yoga
retreat for students of East and West.--see math.jpg]

[Illustration: Central building of the Yogoda Sat-Sanga Brahmacharya


Vidyalaya at Ranchi, Bihar, established in 1918 as a yoga school
for boys, with grammar and high school education. Connected with
it is the philanthropic Lahiri Mahasaya Mission.--see ranchi.jpg]

One day my father arrived in Ranchi to bestow a paternal blessing,


long withheld because I had hurt him by refusing his offer of a
position with the Bengal-Nagpur Railway.

"Son," he said, "I am now reconciled to your choice in life. It gives


me joy to see you amidst these happy, eager youngsters; you belong
here rather than with the lifeless figures of railroad timetables."
He waved toward a group of a dozen little ones who were tagging at
my heels. "I had only eight children," he observed with twinkling
eyes, "but I can feel for you!"

With a large fruit orchard and twenty-five fertile acres at our


disposal, the students, teachers, and myself enjoyed many happy
hours of outdoor labor in these ideal surroundings. We had many pets,
including a young deer who was fairly idolized by the children. I
too loved the fawn so much that I allowed it to sleep in my room.
At the light of dawn, the little creature would toddle over to my
bed for a morning caress.

One day I fed the pet earlier than usual, as I had to attend to


some business in the town of Ranchi. Although I cautioned the boys
not to feed the fawn until my return, one of them was disobedient,
and gave the baby deer a large quantity of milk. When I came back
in the evening, sad news greeted me: "The little fawn is nearly
dead, through over feeding."

In tears, I placed the apparently lifeless pet on my lap. I prayed


piteously to God to spare its life. Hours later, the small creature
opened its eyes, stood up, and walked feebly. The whole school
shouted for joy.

But a deep lesson came to me that night, one I can never forget.


I stayed up with the fawn until two o'clock, when I fell asleep.
The deer appeared in a dream, and spoke to me:

"You are holding me back. Please let me go; let me go!"


"All right," I answered in the dream.


I awoke immediately, and cried out, "Boys, the deer is dying!" The


children rushed to my side.
I ran to the corner of the room where I had placed the pet. It
made a last effort to rise, stumbled toward me, then dropped at my
feet, dead.

According to the mass karma which guides and regulates the destinies


of animals, the deer's life was over, and it was ready to progress
to a higher form. But by my deep attachment, which I later realized
was selfish, and by my fervent prayers, I had been able to hold
it in the limitations of the animal form from which the soul was
struggling for release. The soul of the deer made its plea in a
dream because, without my loving permission, it either would not
or could not go. As soon as I agreed, it departed.

All sorrow left me; I realized anew that God wants His children to


love everything as a part of Him, and not to feel delusively that
death ends all. The ignorant man sees only the unsurmountable wall
of death, hiding, seemingly forever, his cherished friends. But
the man of unattachment, he who loves others as expressions of the
Lord, understands that at death the dear ones have only returned
for a breathing-space of joy in Him.

The Ranchi school grew from small and simple beginnings to an


institution now well-known in India. Many departments of the school
are supported by voluntary contributions from those who rejoice in
perpetuating the educational ideals of the rishis. Under the general
name of YOGODA SAT-SANGA, {FN27-4} flourishing branch schools have
been established at Midnapore, Lakshmanpur, and Puri.

The Ranchi headquarters maintains a Medical Department where


medicines and the services of doctors are supplied freely to the
poor of the locality. The number treated has averaged more than
18,000 persons a year. The VIDYALAYA has made its mark, too, in
Indian competitive sports, and in the scholastic field, where many
Ranchi alumni have distinguished themselves in later university
life.

The school, now in its twenty-eighth year and the center of many


activities, {FN27-5} has been honored by visits of eminent men
from the East and the West. One of the earliest great figures to
inspect the VIDYALAYA in its first year was Swami Pranabananda,
the Benares "saint with two bodies." As the great master viewed
the picturesque outdoor classes, held under the trees, and saw in
the evening that young boys were sitting motionless for hours in
yoga meditation, he was profoundly moved.

"Joy comes to my heart," he said, "to see that Lahiri Mahasaya's


ideals for the proper training of youth are being carried on in
this institution. My guru's blessings be on it."

A young lad sitting by my side ventured to ask the great yogi a


question.

"Sir," he said, "shall I be a monk? Is my life only for God?"


Though Swami Pranabananda smiled gently, his eyes were piercing


the future.

"Child," he replied, "when you grow up, there is a beautiful bride


waiting for you." The boy did eventually marry, after having planned
for years to enter the Swami Order.

Sometime after Swami Pranabananda had visited Ranchi, I accompanied


my father to the Calcutta house where the yogi was temporarily
staying. Pranabananda's prediction, made to me so many years before,
came rushing to my mind: "I shall see you, with your father, later
on."

As Father entered the swami's room, the great yogi rose from his


seat and embraced my parent with loving respect.

"Bhagabati," he said, "what are you doing about yourself? Don't you


see your son racing to the Infinite?" I blushed to hear his praise
before my father. The swami went on, "You recall how often our
blessed guru used to say: 'BANAT, BANAT, BAN JAI.' {FN26-6} So keep
up KRIYA YOGA ceaselessly, and reach the divine portals quickly."

The body of Pranabananda, which had appeared so well and strong


during my amazing first visit to him in Benares, now showed definite
aging, though his posture was still admirably erect.

"Swamiji," I inquired, looking straight into his eyes, "please tell


me the truth: Aren't you feeling the advance of age? As the body
is weakening, are your perceptions of God suffering any diminution?"

He smiled angelically. "The Beloved is more than ever with me now."


His complete conviction overwhelmed my mind and soul. He went on,
"I am still enjoying the two pensions-one from Bhagabati here, and
one from above." Pointing his finger heavenward, the saint fell
into an ecstasy, his face lit with a divine glow-an ample answer
to my question.

Noticing that Pranabananda's room contained many plants and packages


of seed, I asked their purpose.

"I have left Benares permanently," he said, "and am now on my way


to the Himalayas. There I shall open an ashram for my disciples.
These seeds will produce spinach and a few other vegetables. My dear
ones will live simply, spending their time in blissful God-union.
Nothing else is necessary."

Father asked his brother disciple when he would return to Calcutta.


"Never again," the saint replied. "This year is the one in which


Lahiri Mahasaya told me I would leave my beloved Benares forever
and go to the Himalayas, there to throw off my mortal frame."

My eyes filled with tears at his words, but the swami smiled


tranquilly. He reminded me of a little heavenly child, sitting
securely on the lap of the Divine Mother. The burden of the years
has no ill effect on a great yogi's full possession of supreme
spiritual powers. He is able to renew his body at will; yet sometimes
he does not care to retard the aging process, but allows his karma
to work itself out on the physical plane, using his old body as a
time-saving device to exclude the necessity of working out karma
in a new incarnation.
Months later I met an old friend, Sanandan, who was one of
Pranabananda's close disciples.

"My adorable guru is gone," he told me, amidst sobs. "He established


a hermitage near Rishikesh, and gave us loving training. When we
were pretty well settled, and making rapid spiritual progress in his
company, he proposed one day to feed a huge crowd from Rishikesh.
I inquired why he wanted such a large number.

"'This is my last festival ceremony,' he said. I did not understand


the full implications of his words.

"Pranabanandaji helped with the cooking of great amounts of food.


We fed about 2000 guests. After the feast, he sat on a high platform
and gave an inspired sermon on the Infinite. At the end, before
the gaze of thousands, he turned to me, as I sat beside him on the
dais, and spoke with unusual force.

"'Sanandan, be prepared; I am going to kick the frame.' {FN27-7}


"After a stunned silence, I cried loudly, 'Master, don't do it!


Please, please, don't do it!' The crowd was tongue-tied, watching
us curiously. My guru smiled at me, but his solemn gaze was already
fixed on Eternity.

"'Be not selfish,' he said, 'nor grieve for me. I have been long


cheerfully serving you all; now rejoice and wish me Godspeed. I
go to meet my Cosmic Beloved.' In a whisper, Pranabanandaji added,
'I shall be reborn shortly. After enjoying a short period of the
Infinite Bliss, I shall return to earth and join Babaji. {FN27-8}
You shall soon know when and where my soul has been encased in a
new body.'

"He cried again, 'Sanandan, here I kick the frame by the second


KRIYA YOGA.' {FN27-9}

"He looked at the sea of faces before us, and gave a blessing.


Directing his gaze inwardly to the spiritual eye, he became immobile.
While the bewildered crowd thought he was meditating in an ecstatic
state, he had already left the tabernacle of flesh and plunged
his soul into the cosmic vastness. The disciples touched his body,
seated in the lotus posture, but it was no longer the warm flesh.
Only a stiffened frame remained; the tenant had fled to the immortal
shore."

I inquired where Pranabananda was to be reborn.


"That's a sacred trust I cannot divulge to anyone," Sanandan replied.


"Perhaps you may find out some other way."

Years later I discovered from Swami Keshabananda {FN27-10} that


Pranabananda, a few years after his birth in a new body, had gone
to Badrinarayan in the Himalayas, and there joined the group of
saints around the great Babaji.

{FN27-1} VIDYALAYA, school. BRAHMACHARYA here refers to one of the


four stages in the Vedic plan for man's life, as comprising that
of (1) the celibate student (BRAHMACHARI); (2) the householder with
worldly responsibilities (GRIHASTHA); (3) the hermit (VANAPRASTHA);
(4) the forest dweller or wanderer, free from all earthly concerns
(SANNYASI). This ideal scheme of life, while not widely observed
in modern India, still has many devout followers. The four stages
are carried out religiously under the lifelong direction of a guru.

{FN27-2} A number of American students also have mastered various


ASANAS or postures, including Bernard Cole, an instructor in Los
Angeles of the Self-Realization Fellowship teachings.

{FN27-3} MARK 10:29-30..


{FN27-4} Yogoda: YOGA, union, harmony, equilibrium; DA, that which


imparts. Sat-Sanga: SAT, truth; SANGA, fellowship. In the West,
to avoid the use of a Sanskrit name, the YOGODA SAT-SANGA movement
has been called the SELF-REALIZATION FELLOWSHIP.

{FN27-5} The activities at Ranchi are described more fully in


chapter 40. The Lakshmanpur school is in the capable charge of Mr.
G. C. Dey, B.A. The medical department is ably supervised by Dr.
S. N. Pal and Sasi Bhusan Mullick.

{FN27-6} One of Lahiri Mahasaya's favorite remarks, given as


encouragement for his students' perseverance. A free translation
is: "Striving, striving, one day behold! the Divine Goal!"

{FN27-7} i.e., give up the body.


{FN27-8} Lahiri Mahasaya's guru, who is still living. (See chapter


33.)

{FN27-9} The second KRIYA, as taught by Lahiri Mahasaya, enables


the devotee that has mastered it to leave and return to the
body consciously at any time. Advanced yogis use the second Kriya
technique during the last exit of death, a moment they invariably
know beforehand.

{FN27-10} My meeting with Keshabananda is described in chapter 42.


CHAPTER: 28

KASHI, REBORN AND REDISCOVERED


"Please do not go into the water. Let us bathe by dipping our


buckets."

I was addressing the young Ranchi students who were accompanying


me on an eight-mile hike to a neighboring hill. The pond before
us was inviting, but a distaste for it had arisen in my mind. The
group around me followed my example of dipping buckets, but a few
lads yielded to the temptation of the cool waters. No sooner had
they dived than large water snakes wiggled around them. The boys
came out of the pond with comical alacrity.

We enjoyed a picnic lunch after we reached our destination. I sat


under a tree, surrounded by a group of students. Finding me in an
inspirational mood, they plied me with questions.

"Please tell me, sir," one youth inquired, "if I shall always stay


with you in the path of renunciation."

"Ah, no," I replied, "you will be forcibly taken away to your home,


and later you will marry."

Incredulous, he made a vehement protest. "Only if I am dead can I


be carried home." But in a few months, his parents arrived to take
him away, in spite of his tearful resistance; some years later, he
did marry.

After answering many questions, I was addressed by a lad named


Kashi. He was about twelve years old, a brilliant student, and
beloved by all.

"Sir," he said, "what will be my fate?"


"You shall soon be dead." The reply came from my lips with an


irresistible force.

This unexpected disclosure shocked and grieved me as well as


everyone present. Silently rebuking myself as an ENFANT TERRIBLE,
I refused to answer further questions.

On our return to the school, Kashi came to my room.


"If I die, will you find me when I am reborn, and bring me again


to the spiritual path?" He sobbed.

I felt constrained to refuse this difficult occult responsibility.


But for weeks afterward, Kashi pressed me doggedly. Seeing him
unnerved to the breaking point, I finally consoled him.

"Yes," I promised. "If the Heavenly Father lends His aid, I will


try to find you."

During the summer vacation, I started on a short trip. Regretting


that I could not take Kashi with me, I called him to my room
before leaving, and carefully instructed him to remain, against
all persuasion, in the spiritual vibrations of the school. Somehow
I felt that if he did not go home, he might avoid the impending
calamity.

No sooner had I left than Kashi's father arrived in Ranchi. For


fifteen days he tried to break the will of his son, explaining that
if Kashi would go to Calcutta for only four days to see his mother,
he could then return. Kashi persistently refused. The father finally
said he would take the boy away with the help of the police. The
threat disturbed Kashi, who was unwilling to be the cause of any
unfavorable publicity to the school. He saw no choice but to go.

I returned to Ranchi a few days later. When I heard how Kashi had




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