and the other three people were chosen in the 'first round' is because that apparently when they were here 62,300 years ago and had a colony here for 65 years, I was one of them that was here. There was a battle and they were chased out of here, and I
(my body) was killed. So, I know that I am from another place. In fact, all of you here are. Your souls were not "born and hatched" here. I can tell you that.
They
say that our universe, in terms of our reckoning of linear time, is a 21 trillion year-old hologram. They also say that there are 100 trillion galaxies in this universe,
including all dimensions. One hundred trillion And some people still don't think there's life out there I don't know what to do with folks like that, you know I have some really good friends that I work with that are very good people, very awesome people,
full of integrity, but they are convinced that there is going to be a 'rapture' and that 'they don't have to do anything' but just wait. God, that pisses me off. I mean, there is so much to do and they are just going to sit on their butt
and wait I said to one guy,
"suppose He changes his mind" He says, "well, He couldn't do that" I said, "is He
God?" He said, "yes. "Well" I said, "then he could. Oh, God I am so frustrated.
You know, I feel the 'pressure' of things starting to get 'tighter' and 'smaller, and it's really great to see all of you here. I was very disillusioned last weekend, and I
basically said to myself "that's it, I'm fed up, I've had it" I even thought about not coming hereto give this talk, because I was just so burned out. Well, you know folks,
it isn't easy walking these two worlds. You know Yes, I know that you know. Right. I
forgot who I was talking to.
And, well, there are times that I go out for walks at night and I try and call them down, and they don't always come. And, I look at my wife and I say to myself, do I
need to put all of my energy into this Can I do both There are times when I truly wrestle with where it is I want to be. Because the two realities are so extreme. When I
go up with them, I am so free I can't even put it into words.
When I come back,
there's the phone bill, the electric bill, the gas bill, the car payments, the insurance- all these little things, and I say to myself, "God, they really have the right idea - they keep it all really simple" All their energy goes into creating themselves. They are not distracted by all this other stuff. I wrestle with that a lot. I haven't come to a conclusion yet. I'll
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