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Creative writingPlacebo selvesAs I wrote, finding your voice maybe one step to finding several voices, even to the point of losing your voice. Writers work using different states of their own mind, and voices become a plural. The taste of your own self’s medicine might beat times, unnecessary or inhibiting to your development or you might even find your voice boring. In the way that a placebo-medicine can have
the effect of real medicine, so the selves with whom you are communing may write as well as you, and sometimes better. All these selves lead to different personalities of voice, but they are not personae. They are placebos.
What I term placebo writing often produces interesting work by people who have struggled to write anything with ease, energy or imagination. A
‘placebo voice takes them outside themselves, like a literary
translation by the writer, but
of themselves. Of course, the fastest way to slip on another’s skin is literary translation, as we discovered in Chapter
Three
. What a placebo voice does, however,
is reduce self-expectation, simultaneously earthing the negative charges of artistic and linguistic inhibition. Yet this is no performance. These
‘placebo selves and voices already exist in you. As you carried out the Writing
Games in this book, especially as you free-wrote, you began to realise that the self you know is not necessarily the self who writes, or the one who writes well.
How many selves are therewith which to play?
The OtherThe idea of the Other is only a metaphor fora state of mind while writing. One of the troubles is that the notion of the Other has been as theorised
to death as the Author, leaving not only the author dead, but their famous Others stalking the earth like zombies. It is best to keep it simple, and say that many creative writers experience the sensation that somebody other
in them is at work while writing. A depressive person may well rely on this form of the Other in order to get by in everyday life. As the poet Edward Thomas puts it:
I wait his flight.
He goes I follow no release
Until he ceases. Then I also shall cease.
‘The Other
This is not a mystical notion, although it was once interpreted as amuse for whom the writer was a medium. Partly it is a leap of the imagination into the open space of somebody else, or even
something else. Keats would write about taking part in the life of a sparrow or knowing what it must feel like to be a billiard ball Like negative capability, the Other is a psychological notion, a