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Chapter 19
Gregory of Nyssa: The Spiritual

Life as Perpetual Progress, from

Glory to Glory

Taking on the classical tradition: change can be growth instead of deterioration. In the classical Greek world, as we can see from a quick study of Plato and Aristotle, change was regarded in totally negative terms. Changeable beings, as Aristotle put it, were necessarily involved in the realm of “coming to be and passing away.” Such beings, because they changed and mutated, would always eventually fall into deterioration and destruction. Salvation was therefore seen as searching for some way to enter a totally unchangeable and hence immortal realm. In order for God to exist forever as a secure source of help, it was therefore necessary that God be totally unchangeable, dwelling all alone in an eternal realm where nothing ever changed and time did not exist. And Christian theology has often bought into that old Platonic and Aristotelian assumption over the past two thousand years.

But not St. Gregory of Nyssa, who was the first Christian thinker to make a full and complete break from that classical world view. Change did not have to be a matter of deterioration and decline. It could also become a process of continual growth and the perpetual ascent to higher and higher stages.

Gregory did acknowledge that God had to be eternal in his inmost “essence” (ousia in Greek, a term which referred to the inner core of that which made him God). And if God’s essence was eternal, then God could never fail to exist, or cease to be more powerful than anything else that existed.

But God also had temporal energeiai, that is, energies, acts, or operations which entered the world of time, and were structured in terms of past, present, and future events. The created world was one of God’s temporal energies, and the realm of grace was another. Our human spirits exist now, and always will exist, in a transcendent dimension in which we will be conscious of sequences of events, ordered in terms of before and after and what I am experiencing right now. And this will be a realm where God’s divine energy will move through and in us, and we will talk back and forth with him (in conversations consisting of series of events taking place in time), and he will be our friend.

As Jean Daniélou put it in his introduction to his book From Glory to Glory:346
For the Platonist … change can only be deterioration; for the spiritual and the divine are identical, and the divine is unchangeable. But once we establish the transcendence of the divine with respect to the created spirit, another sort of change becomes possible, the movement of perpetual ascent …. the soul is conceived as a spiritual universe in eternal expansion towards the infinite Darkness.
A doctrine of the evolution of the soul: It is the destiny of the human soul to be involved in continuous evolution. Gregory of Nyssa’s Greek word for this was epektasis (epi + ek + tasis) which means evolution, development, or extension over time.347
My note: we need to be careful here, this is not the same word as the word epekstasis with an “s” in the middle, a Greek word which in fact does not exist, but would have to mean something like standing outside oneself in ecstasy. The word Gregory uses, ep-ek-tasis, does not come from the root sta meaning to stand, but from the roots teinô (to stretch) and tasis (a stretching or tension).348
Gregory of Nyssa got the word from Philippians 3:13, where Paul says, “Forgetting those things that are behind, and reaching forth [epekteinomenos] unto those things which are before, I press towards the mark.”349

In his Life of Moses, Gregory said that just as material bodies have a natural, automatic tendency to fall downwards under the pull of gravity unless something blocks their fall, so the human soul tends naturally and automatically to rise upward into the transcendent realm, moving toward the transcendent archetype of Goodness Itself:350


All heavy bodies that receive a downward motion … are rapidly carried downwards of themselves, provided that any surface on which they are moving is graded and sloping, and that they meet no obstacle to interrupt their motion. So too, the soul moves in the opposite direction, lightly and swiftly moving upwards once it is released from sensuous and earthly attachments, soaring from the world below up towards the heavens. And if nothing comes from above to intercept its flight, seeing that it is of the nature of Goodness to attract those who raise their eyes towards it, the soul keeps rising ever higher and higher …. And thus the soul moves ceaselessly upwards, always reviving [ananeazousa] its tension [ton … tonon] for its upward flight by means of the progress it has already realized.
The word ana-nea-zousa means the “re-newal” of the soul’s “life” (its zôê or eternal life force, see John 1:4), each time an incident occurs in which the soul successfully grows spiritually. What makes the soul a living thing is an inner tonos, a word that comes from the verb teinô, which as was noted means to stretch or put under tension. A human soul which is filled with life is not slack and passive and depressed, and filled with self-pity, and resigned to its fate. A soul which is fully alive has a vigorous inner tonos, a tension or tightness like the tension in a harp string which takes a limp and lifeless piece of cord and stretches it until it can express the brilliant “tone” of a beautiful musical note whenever it is plucked with a loving hand. The tonos or “tone” of a lively human soul is like the tension in the sinews and tendons of an Olympic athlete, crouched and ready to run a winning race the moment the word “go” is shouted.

(We are reminded quite a bit here of the concept of the élan vital which was developed by the French philosopher Henri Bergson in his 1907 book Creative Evolution. Bergson’s ideas were extremely important in French thought during the first half of the twentieth century, and were spread to the English speaking world by William James, who was one of his strongest supporters.)

St. Gregory likens Moses’s ascent up Mount Sinai to the angels climbing up Jacob’s Ladder, the set of sacred steps that lead us from earth to heaven:351
[Just like climbing Jacob’s Ladder] Moses, moving ever upwards, did not stop in his upward climb. He set no limit to his rise to the stars. But once he had put his foot upon the ladder on which the Lord had leaned … he constantly kept moving to the next step; and he continued to go ever higher because he always found another step that lay beyond the highest one that he had reached.
Eros (love) as the dynamic driving power behind the healthy soul’s activities: That which “tunes the strings,” as it were, of the healthy soul, and gives that soul its vital tension, is an inbuilt drive — an Eros — for continually new and creative expressions of Goodness and Beauty. The soul which is fully alive looks into the dark abyss of what the atheist sees only as nothingness, destruction, meaninglessness, and death, and sees, instead of those negative things, the delight of fresh puzzles to be solved and new things to be learnt and mastered. It sees the opportunity to gain the rich satisfaction that comes from helping people who would otherwise have died, from comforting those who were suffering, and from bringing new hope to those who had given up. It sees a world in which real novelty and creativity can be brought into being. So as a result, the soul which is filled with the eternal life force looks into the existential abyss and feels, not paralyzing fear, but that Love or Eros which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18). The soul loves the dark abyss, because it sees, not an empty pit of nothingness, but an overflowing reservoir of bright-new-being-which-is-yet-to-be. The soul sees the dark abyss with the pleasure of a Michelangelo looking at a fine new uncarved marble block: it is not a rude chunk of featureless stone to him, but an opportunity to create a new statue of David or Moses that will delight the eyes of millions of other people for centuries to come.

For the truly good soul, the love which provides the driving force and tension is an Eros for God, because it is God-as-the-ground-of-being who is the source not only of the darkness but also of the opportunities for new light, new insight, new satisfactions, new rejoicings, and the constant appearance of ever-new divine consolations whenever we are feeling down. As Daniélou puts it,352

Eros [for St. Gregory of Nyssa] denotes the surge of love which sweeps the soul out of itself in proportion to its awareness of God’s infinite loveliness …. as God’s adorable presence becomes more and more intense, the soul is, as it were, forced to go out of itself by a kind of infatuation.
Eros expresses the experience of the soul as the infinite beauty of God becomes more and more present to it. The more the soul is aware of this beauty, the more it sees that it is inaccessible. And then it realizes that it attains this beauty more by desire than by actual possession, just as it comprehends it rather by darkness than in the light.
Gregory of Nyssa used this observation to provide a happy ending to an otherwise horrifying tale in the Song of Songs. A young woman, we remember, was in love with a young man, and he in turn seemed to be passionately in love with her, and begged her to run away with him, and become his beloved (Song of Songs 2:3, 2:8-10, and 2:14). But then everything plunged into a terrifying nightmare. Evening arrived, and after it grew totally dark, the young woman thought she heard someone knocking at her window. She went out into the darkened city to throw herself into the arms of her lover. But he was not there, and all she could see was the darkness, which in places was a pit of horrors with evil people falling upon her and beating her savagely as though she were a criminal, and tearing off her clothes as she lay there bleeding and sobbing (Song of Songs 5:2-8).

How do we provide a happy ending for that poor soul? For St. Gregory of Nyssa (and St. John of the Cross and Hannah Hurnard353 and all the other theologians who wrote commentaries on the Song of Songs), the human soul finds that if it keeps on trudging — through the darkness, the deserts, the mountains, the Slough of Despond, the briar patches, or whatever other kind of difficult terrain falls temporarily in its way — it always eventually finds God again in an effulgence of divine light and sweeping insight and glorious triumph which makes the whole struggle worth it. And the good soul eventually comes to love the hard parts of the journey just as much as the easy parts, in the same paradoxical fashion as a skilled mountain climber relishing the struggle up a particularly difficult peak, or an accomplished guitarist enjoying the effort that finally enables the performance (to speed) of a particularly challenging instrumental piece. Succeeding at the task would not have been nearly so enjoyable if it had been too easy. So Gregory of Nyssa, in his Commentary on the Song of Songs, says:354

The soul, having gone out at the word of the beloved, looks for Him but does not find Him …. But the veil of her grief is removed when she learns that the true satisfaction of her desire consists in constantly going on in her quest and never ceasing in her ascent, seeing that every fulfillment of her desire continually generates a further desire for the Transcendent [tou hyperkeimenou = that which lies yet further beyond] …. the bride realizes that she will always discover more and more of the incomprehensible and unhoped for beauty of her Spouse throughout all eternity. Then she is torn by an even more urgent longing …. For she has received within her God’s special arrow, she has been wounded in the heart by the arrow-point of faith, she has been mortally wounded by the bowmanship of love.
Gregory of Nyssa was mixing in a pre-Christian classical reference here. In its Roman form, the goddess of love was named Venus, and her son was named Cupid (Latin cupido = “desire”). Cupid had the power to make human beings fall in love by shooting them in the heart with one of his magical golden arrows. But in its classical Greek form — the version that Gregory was using, because he lived in the Greek-speaking eastern half of the Roman empire — the goddess was named Aphrodite and her son was named Eros, one of the ancient Greek words for Love.

The Greek word Eros meant, in particular, a kind of Love that was a burning desire to hold and possess the Beloved, or if that was impossible, to enjoy simply being in the presence of the Beloved for all time, so that one could look upon the Beloved and delight in all the Beloved’s words and gestures forever.



Perfection as perpetual progress — Gregory of Nyssa as process philosopher. As it says in 1 John 4:18, “There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.” But to make sense of a doctrine of salvation which defined salvation as perfection in love, Gregory had to reinterpret the idea of perfection itself, and proclaim a doctrine of perfection as perpetual progress. And to do this, as was noted earlier, he had to attack one of the fundamental assumptions made by Plato, Aristotle, and most of the other members of the classical Greek philosophical tradition:355
Gregory’s notion of perfection implies a positive idea of the process of change which is a most important contribution to the Christian theology of man. For the Platonist, change is a defect …. Change is always thought of as a degeneration from a state of initial perfection; and the transformation wrought by Christ [for the pure Christian Platonist] has for its sole purpose to destroy change and restore immutability.
But change, after all, is essential to man’s nature [and] …. If change is essential to the human condition, and change is essentially degeneration, then it follows … that good can never be secure …. Now to overcome this difficulty Gregory had to destroy the equation: good = immutability, and evil = change. And consequently he had to show the possibility of a type of change which would not merely be a return to immobility — that is, to the mere negation of change.
What is today called “process philosophy” first appeared in the modern world at the very end of the nineteenth century in the writings of the French philosopher Henri Bergson (1859-1941). His 1907 book Creative Evolution was especially important. He subsequently met the Harvard philosopher William James in London in 1908, and James immediately became one of Bergson’s strongest supporters, and helped spread his ideas in the English-speaking world, including both America and Britain.

The two greatest architectonic philosophical systems of the twentieth century were Martin Heidegger’s Being and Time (1927) and Alfred North Whitehead’s Process and Reality (1929). As one can note immediately from the titles, a new realization was emerging within western philosophy of the importance of time and process. With this new realization there frequently came, however, a rebellion against all traditional philosophy. The standard patristic and medieval Roman Catholic authors, from St. Augustine to St. Thomas Aquinas, were derided as outmoded and irrelevant.

Jean Daniélou however, as one of the most important continental European Catholic scholars of the twentieth century, was one of the earliest Christian scholars to realize that there was a tradition of early Judeo-Christian thought which could stand up to these modern criticisms, an ancient and worthy tradition which included Philo Judaeus, Origen, and especially St. Gregory of Nyssa.

The famous Aristotle scholar Werner Jaeger had also noted this in a book entitled Two Rediscovered Works of Ancient Christian Literature: Gregory of Nyssa and Macarius,356 which came out in 1954, around seven years before Daniélou and Musurillo’s book on Gregory of Nyssa. Jaeger, although primarily famous for his work on Aristotle and on classical Greek educational theory, devoted a significant part of his life to producing scholarly critical texts of Gregory of Nyssa’s works, so that this theologian would be better appreciated, including in particular the synergistic process in which God and the human soul co-operated in raising the soul to higher and higher levels of divine understanding.

In my own first major published work (published in 1977 by the French theological press Editions Beauchesne in Paris) I showed how process concepts were also included in the doctrine of time and free will which was taught by Origen’s disciple Eusebius of Caesarea, the first Christian historian and the ancient counter-balance to Augustine’s fatalism.

St. Gregory of Nyssa not only incorporated time and change into God, by distinguishing between God’s eternal essence and God’s temporal energies, but as we see here, also put time and change at the very heart of the soul’s being by defining salvation as a perfection in love involving a concept of perfection as perpetual progress.



Gregory’s teacher Origen (184/185 – 253/254, the greatest Christian theologian of the third century) had taught a doctrine of transmigration, in which spirits could be reincarnated as either angels, human beings, or demons depending on their behavior. Origen’s disciple Eusebius of Caesarea (c. 260-339) in the next generation had rather pointedly condemned only doctrines of transmigration which claimed that human souls could be reincarnated as irrational creatures like worms and goats, which of course Origen had never taught. There are good modern scholars who insist that Gregory of Nyssa, who represented the next generation after Eusebius, rejected any idea of our human souls pre-existing before they were born into their present bodies here on earth. But it seems clear that Gregory believed that after our deaths, our souls would continue to grow in the love and knowledge of God for all eternity, in life without end. It was not just life here on earth, but also the life of that transcendent realm which lay beyond the material world, which had to include change, novelty, and creativity in order to be considered any kind of genuine “life” at all. There had to be the possibility of new experiences and new adventures or we would not be living at all.

From glory to glory: The soul’s movement into the transcendent realm may be marked at times by long periods of wandering in what seems apparent darkness, relying on faith alone, like Abraham traveling with his flocks of sheep and goats through the wilderness regions of the Palestinian hill country, as described in Genesis 15:6, where it says “and he believed the Lord; and he reckoned it to him as righteousness.” But this journey of faith is certainly not all darkness. It is punctuated again and again by experiences of the most extraordinary sort, where we are overwhelmed by some new insight or discovery or realization, or (in the case of those who are spiritual adepts) we may even receive the consolation of glorious visions of light or angels or saints appearing to us, or hear them speaking in our spiritual ears).357
Ecstasy, which is ultimately the experience of God’s presence, is not, for Gregory, a phenomenon which recurs in the same way each time; rather, it involves a process of infinite growth. Though God never ceases to remain the Darkness, the soul advances farther and farther into this Darkness …. we have here what is Gregory’s most characteristic doctrine: perfection considered as perpetual progress. We find it developed especially in his Life of Moses.
The Greek word rhopê meant an inclination dragging downwards, a force that pulled us into sinking and falling, a weight which (placed upon that side of a scale) dragged that side of the balance inexorably downwards. And there was such a factor at work inside the human soul, repeatedly presenting us with the temptation to fall into evil. That was the dangerous side of human mutability. But there was also a countervailing force which we could learn to foster, the power of Love, which could turn human changeability into the opportunity for perpetual spiritual growth:358
For man does not merely have an inclination to evil; were this so, it would be impossible for him to grow in good, if his nature possessed only a downwards inclination (tên rhopên) towards the contrary. But in truth the finest aspect of our mutability (tês tropês) is the possibility of growth in good; and this capacity for improvement transforms the soul, as it changes, more and more into the divine (epi to theioteron). And so … what appears so terrifying (I mean the mutability of our nature) can really be a pinion in our flight towards higher things …. let us change in such a way that we may constantly evolve (alloioumenos) towards what is better, being transformed from glory to glory (apo doxês eis doxan metamorphoumenos), and thus always improving and ever becoming more perfect (aei teleioumenos) by daily growth, and never arriving at any limit of perfection (to peras … tês teleiotêtos). For that perfection (teleiotês) consists in our never stopping in our growth in good, never circumscribing our perfection (tên teleiotêta) by any limitation.
The biblical quote in Gregory’s commentary is from a famous passage in 2 Corinthians 3:15-18, in which the Apostle Paul was explaining how biblical literalists block themselves off from the Law of Liberty which flourishes when people allow themselves to stand in the sunlight of the Spirit:
But even unto this day … the veil is upon their heart. Nevertheless when it shall turn to the Lord, the veil shall be taken away. Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. But we all, with open face beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.
These biblical literalists, with their rigidity and terrified close-mindedness, actually prevent themselves from obtaining any real spiritual growth. They read all the biblical passages which speak about “the glory of God” but have almost no personal experience of standing in awe and wonder before that divine glory. Only when they become willing to look continually, not at the dead letter of the words, but at the God who shines forth out of the darkness which lies beyond, will they apprehend the true glory.

But when we become willing to journey into the unknown darkness, and we begin to experience these occasions of greater and greater joy and insight — we not only learn to apprehend the true glory of God everywhere around us, but our own lives start becoming, ever more and more, mirror images and reflections of that glory. Like the icons on the walls of an Eastern Orthodox church, even if in a much lesser way, people look at our lives and are impressed with the glow (as it were) of serenity and compassion and sincerity which they see shining forth in our lives. And this becomes the most accurate and helpful “picture of God” which many people will ever see.



And so, if we can develop the courage and learn to fight the good fight, “we all, with open face beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord,” will be “changed into the same image from glory to glory.” And life will just keep on getting better and better, the longer we pursue the true spiritual life:359
Each stage is important: it is, as Gregory says, a “glory”; but the brilliance of each stage is always being obscured by the new “glory” that is constantly rising. So too the sun of the new creation, the New Testament, obscures the brightness of that first sun, the Old Law. And the laws of the soul’s growth are parallel with those of man’s collective history. And yet this is by no means to depreciate the value of each particular stage—all are good, all are stages of perfection. But the mistake would be to try to hold on to any one of them, to put a stop to the movement of the soul. For sin is ultimately a refusal to grow.
Penetrating layer by layer, deeper and deeper into the central core of reality: In the modern twelve step program, after people have worked through all the steps for the first time, they find that they have only “peeled the outer layer of the onion,” as it is put in today’s parlance. Their worst sins and character defects have been searched out and handed over to God, and their lives have become filled with a joy and happiness they never ever experienced before. But then with sharper eyes, they begin to see deeper, more subtle character defects which they had never consciously noticed before, and find that they can still find things going on in their lives (even if much lesser things) which produce a certain amount of resentment and fear. So they have to reapply the twelve steps and “peel off the next layer of the onion.” And in fact, as long as we continue living the spiritual life, this process of peeling away at still deeper layers of the onion will never end. As Daniélou puts it:360
It would seem … that human nature is, as it were, made up of a series of spheres or layers of reality, each one inside the other. The successive removal of the “tunics” or the outer layers allows a gradual penetration into man’s interior life. And all these successive deaths and resurrections bring the soul in intimate contact with God Who dwells at its center, though ever inaccessible; the spheres or levels of intensity are infinite, and thus perfection consists in this perpetual penetration into the interior, a perpetual discovery of God.
Progress not perfection: why striving to live by moral “absolutes” would cripple spiritual growth. The idea of the “Four Absolutes” was first developed by a Presbyterian minister named Robert E. Speer (1867-1947). He had no theological training other than a year of seminary, but became secretary of the American Presbyterian Mission and in his spare time wrote dozens of inspirational books. During the fundamentalist-modernist disputes of the 1920’s and 30’s, he was pulled both directions: he had two articles published in the Fundamentals, but he also helped run fundamentalist leader John Gresham Machen out of the faculty position Machen held at Princeton Theological Seminary. According to the theory which Speer laid out in 1902 in one of his little inspirational books (The Principles of Jesus, pp. 33-35), the heart of the New Testament message lay in Jesus’s requirement of Absolute Purity, Absolute Honesty, Absolute Unselfishness, and Absolute Love.361

This theory was later developed in greater detail in 1909 by Henry B. Wright (1877-1923) in a book called The Will of God and a Man’s Lifework. Wright was Professor of Theology at Yale University from 1903 until his death at an early age in 1923 (he was only in his mid-forties).362 He had no real training in New Testament studies however — there were no references in his book to any of the great New Testament scholars of that time, or the important discoveries that were being made in New Testament theology — so his book in fact was no more than a compendium of rather simple-minded Victorian and Edwardian era moralisms having little or nothing to do with the world of first-century Palestine or the real teaching of the historical Jesus.

The idea of these “absolutes” was not picked up by any of the real New Testament scholars of the period, because the theory of the Four Absolutes was simply not a useful way of looking at the teaching of Jesus. It flew in the face of Jesus’s insistence (in his parables for example, but many other places as well) that self-righteousness was the greatest danger to true spirituality. Jesus made it clear that the prayer of the tax collector (“God have mercy on me a sinner”)363 was the only safe prayer to utter if we wished to avoid falling into self-righteousness and maintain a proper attitude of humility, and this was later elaborated as the Jesus Prayer of the hesychastic Eastern Orthodox monks of Mount Athos (“Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner”).

And not just in terms of good New Testament scholarship, but in terms of the basic history of Christian doctrine, it is clear that the teaching of the Four Absolutes was simply a version of the Pelagian heresy, and had to be rejected by Roman Catholics and any Protestants who wished to adhere to the principles of the classical sixteenth-century Protestant Reformation (Martin Luther, John Calvin, Archbishop Thomas Cranmer, and so on).

But Frank Buchman, the founder of the Oxford Group, discovered the theory of the Four Absolutes, and was so delighted with it that he turned it into a major part of Oxford Group teaching. And although the New York A.A. members broke with the Four Absolutes at a fairly early date, there were people in Akron who were still clinging to them for a while longer, and some of the Cleveland A.A. members still kept pushing the idea of the Four Absolutes long after 1939. Richmond Walker, the second most published A.A. author, continued to speak in Twenty-Four Hours a Day about the importance of practicing purity, honesty, unselfishness, and love, but he wisely refused to speak of them as “absolute,” which was the most dangerous part of the theory.

Bill Wilson, while writing the Big Book in 1938-1939, knew nothing about St. Gregory of Nyssa or the later figures in his tradition (such as St. John Climacus and the Ladder of Divine Ascent in the sixth century or St. Gregory Palamas and the hesychastic monks of Mount Athos in the fourteenth century). But Bill W. did have a good deal of spiritual wisdom and realized the dangers of the Four Absolutes. So in the great passage in the A.A. Big Book at the beginning of Chapter 5 (“How It Works”), the two and a half page statement read at the beginning of so many Alcoholics Anonymous meetings contains the key sentence: “We claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.”

And Father Ed Dowling, who served as Bill Wilson’s spiritual director and sponsor for so many years, was certainly not going to be encouraging him to reject two thousand years of Christian teaching and start preaching Robert Speer’s naive idea of the Four Absolutes. Roman Catholic priests were required to have more than one year of seminary training!

There are many reasons for rejecting this idea of the Four Absolutes. St. Gregory of Nyssa however makes it especially clear why foolishly trying to live by the Four Absolutes would eventually cripple a person’s spiritual growth. The truth is that there is no “absolute” righteousness which a human soul could achieve. In the true spiritual life, each time we are able to “peel off one of the layers of the onion,” we will be able to glory in the new joy and happiness we have been given, but we will also soon afterwards discover yet another layer to the onion. At that point, if we continue pursuing the higher spiritual life as we ought, we will have to realize that we are being called upon to devise some yet further kind of spiritual discipline through which we can learn how to carry out this next phase in our spiritual growth. And this will go on forever — even, according to St. Gregory of Nyssa, in the life to come, which will be a series of unending new adventures of which our present earthbound minds cannot even truly imagine.


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