Lfa defending Sacred Ground 1
The Love You Withhold is the Pain You Carry
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| The Love You Withhold is the Pain You Carry One of the most profound things that I had to experience was when I was living in Lake Arrowhead, California in 1987. Contacts had resumed for two years, and I was having a "murphy" year. You know "murphy"? "Shit happens I was having a "murphy" year. I felt like checking out of here. Anyway, Vasais had come to see me and we had some discussions and more teaching and it was time to comeback. I didn't want to comeback. I would have embarrassed all of you with the way I carried on. But, I just didn't want to comeback. I felt, "well, nothing is working here, let's try something different" Here I am in another reality already. So, here I am on the ground and they are leaving, lifting off, I hear Vasais in my head, because he is strictly telepathic, saying tome, "Alex, turnaround. So, I turnaround, and here I am crying, feeling abandoned, and he says "Alex, the love that you withhold is the pain that you carry, lifetime after lifetime." And folks, there is not a day that goes by where I don't remind myself of that or think about that. It has helped me reevaluate all the decisions that I have made in my life. It is also helped me to "take myself apart" and look at all the pieces of my personality, what my belief systems are, what I think is true and what is true through experience. That took along, longtime, and I'm still not done. You know, you are constantly "redoing yourself, making yourself over and reevaluating your belief systems. Our reality here is nothing but "belief systems, for the most part. You know, I wanted to pass that onto you, because I have made a lot of decisions, and I'm sure a lot of you have, where your decisions were not based on love, and you literally withheld love, for some reason. It's time we grow out of that. We have no choice. The "shit" is about to hit the fan. And, its really all about love and fear, which is withholding love. And, I am going to read somethings to you in their own words, because they put it a lot better than I do. Moraney has learned to speak English, and there will be a time, probably between now and just after 2003, if everything goes well, when he will literally be walking herewith us. He wanted to learn English, and his English is not very good. You have to blame me for that. I did the best I could. Now, when they talk to each other, they talk telepathically, and their language is holographic, much like the ancient Chinese language or the ancient Japanese. They're http://www.andromedaninsights.com/dsg1/chapter3.html (2 of 30) [9/18/2000 6:39:12 PM] literally holographs, but you can't literally pull them up off the page. A holographic language involves entire concepts at once, so for example you can get one symbol, and perhaps in that one symbol could be 10,000 years of a history. It's very hard to describe and it's taken me along time to try to figure it out. They were very very patient in teaching me how to understand their language. I want to do questions and answers, because there is so much locked in my head that I have not tapped into yet. Unless someone asks a question, it doesn't come up. Ok? So I am counting on you to ask some really good questions, and if I don't know the answer, I will tell you that I don't know. Now, I don't talk the same language or use the same terms you do. I am really a simple, complicated kind of guy. OK. So what I want to do is read this. I was given this on November 3, 1996: Download 0.91 Mb. Share with your friends:
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