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Creative writingThe invisible audienceWhen you, as a writer,
sit down to work, there is always a certain amount of prevarication as you adjust to the condition of the task ahead, and for new creative writers that prevarication can be extremely uncomfortable because the condition is unfamiliar. The
role is also unknown, and the role is difficult to understand because the writer performs at nothing, to nobody, to a notional audience, invisible to the writer – possibly an audience that does not exist, or has yet to be created.
An actor takes to the stage and views their audience the audience’s response makes and moulds their performance and a good actor can smell when
the audience is on their side, or when they need winning. A writer’s audience,
as Margaret Atwood says, consists of individuals whom he may never see or know. Writer and audience are invisible to each other the only visible thing is the book, and a reader may get hold of a book long after the writer is dead One of the benefits of a creative writing course is that you have abetter idea of who the audience for your work might be, even if it is only the writers teaching the course. For many writers, the sheer habit of writing is what forces the performance, which is why discipline is so important. Another trigger is the knowledge that not writing makes one feel a
great deal worse than writing, which, when the performance is going well, creates euphoria in the audience
within the writer. The writer-as-actor senses the invisible audience within themselves, willing them onto win that self or selves.
Suspensions of beliefA new writer should try to suspend belief in what they are uncertain and unable. One of the processes offered by cognitive psychotherapy is to imagine a situation that causes you to feel awful to hold that image in your mind;
and then to shrink it as the opposite situation takes over. Let that image be you,
the new writer, sitting down to work. Using your imagination, place the same situation in a positive light – a fine paragraph made, an electric piece of dialogue, a poem of precision. Hold that image in your mind alongside the first negative image. Then, gradually, enlarge the positive image and shrink the other, until only the positive one remains. Remember how you feel as you hold that image in your mind, and teach
yourself to think and feel that way every time you sit down to write. You will begin to believe in your own possibility,
and that creates confidence. Confidence affects the quality and style of your writing, and writing in this frame of mind will become habitual and addictive,
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as euphoria becomes familiar through practice. We become what we seem what was performance becomes life you inhabit the character of the writer without pretence. The action of writing can prove to bean
act of writing, only there is nothing phoney about it. It would be glib and misleading, however, to think this
is going to work all the time, especially if the writer suffers from self-doubt,
as all door depression, as many do. Reversals to type will happen. To continue,
we have to become somebody, or several people, other than ourselves.
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