Skulls - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 23 - Melpomene:
They clustered at Yeshua's feet
among the zealous flies
and swarming sacerdotal ants:
the daughters of Jerusalem,
Miriam, Magdalen,
John's mother Salome
and John himself
unbearded and effeminate,
mistakenly admitted
to the Crucifixion Grounds
from which male followers
were barred
after the incident of Peter
slicing off the ear
of Caiphas's slave.
The afternoon grew overcast
as things wore on.
Yeshua's small talk
with the highwaymen collapsed,
and there was just
the odd sob, groan
or catch of breath
that notched one of the men
or mourners nearer death.
The centurions grew bored
and started throwing dice—
the Jews, such pests in life,
were also too slow
giving up the ghost.
One of the robbers' country aunts
thundered at three o'clock
and finally roused the guards to act:
Now lance these wretches,
whose agony's too long,
ye smelly jack-ass brutes!
An' git ye back to barracks,
the quicker to git yer oats!
Happiness - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 24 - Euterpe:
They sit again and see the
haint-blue bay turn gold.
"What became of the others
of your Twelve," she asks,
"who co-inhabited Olympos?"
"Ah yes! Delta Omega Delta
we called ourselves!—Dodekatheon—
Dēmētēr, Hēra, Poseidōnas,
yours truly Zeús, Hēphaistos,
Áphroditē, Árēs, Ártemis,
Athēnâ and Apóllō,
Hērmēs, girlish Diónysus.
We had good times up there,
quaffed immortal wines
for as long as they lasted,
when the last cask sighed:
for no one finds contentment
long without inviting time,
and time itself's iconoclastic."
"You aged?"
"Not aged. That's passive.
One by one, we bit
those airy, temporary plums
inside whose pits
attachment waits—
tanha, the Buddhists call it.
We surrendered immortality
for objects out of reach
to gods' compellent fingers.
"And they're all gone now.
The last was Hera,
headstrong, obstinate,
who finally gave in
to a sinewy young Gaul's
tradition that she come feed
under Celtic oaks.
Guarding the fiery spokes
of Helios's chariot—
what's left of them, that is,
since devious Prometheus
hid one inside a fennel stalk—"
"—And you're still sore
at him for that?"
"Not as sore as he is!"
And Zeus smiled.
"Truth is, I miss the little rat.
If one day I went back,
I wouldn't be surprised
if he's the one
who sits cloud-cloaked
and keeps the furnace
of the sun well stoked.
I'd like to think, too,
Hera's lot in Holyhead
has turned out well.
On the way to middle age,
though—boy, I bet
she gave those druids hell!
Miriam took his hand
and thought, remembering
the way he'd wooed her
like a god,
How nice it is to be loved
by a man.
Cynical Daughter - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 25 - Clio to Her Sisters:
Love of a woman altered Zeus
from godly dharma?
Leaves him drowsing
by a humble hillside hearth?
Let's not be gulled again.
I taste him in my veins,
have every epic,
every Orphic hymn by heart:
the modus operandi of immortals
is withstanding change,
time's author in the rising sun,
the falling sand,
the trembling of caesium.
So yes, it is a pretty story,
but unless he's setting that poor woman up
to take some grand new fall,
the folksy goatherd warming toes
in bed with her is no more Zeus
than Hayley Mills is Lenny Bruce.
Muse's Advisory, Nov. 26 - Clio:
The day is on the wing
when Zeus melts into view
beneath the olive trees.
A snow-white ewe
follows him coltishly.
“It's Io!” he fumes, sitting.
“Hera invited her to test
my sexual sobriety.
The height of irony!
She'll stoop to anything!
Miriam tips the pitcher
to the mixing bowl
and watches him add claret
from the grapevines
pruned to basket shapes
along the facing hillside.
“You came late today,”
she barely speaks.
He mutely tips the bowl
into their cups
and the observant bay
flames reddish gold.
“Helios makes quite a show
of growing old tonight,”
she says.
“He does,” Zeus says.
The white ewe comes
to nuzzle both their ankles.
“Before you arrived,”
he says, “this house
was rumored to be haunted,
and the cats—
where are they all today?—
to be reincarnations
of the virgins I deflowered.
Rubbish!
Inside them live the souls
of Amazons who founded
Ephesus but couldn't bear
either to lose this scape
or live among the males
who overtook their district.
Helios is the only caress
they crave, old as he is.
“Io,” she cries, “is shameless!
Look, she wants us both
to pet her!
She'd lie down
with squid if Hera let her!
A skinner in town
could find some way
to settle her libido down.”
“You're worse than me!”
Zeus says, and roars.
He drinks; lifts up the bowl
again; and pours.
Marching Orders - Muse's Advisory - Clio:
Nov. 27, 1095 - Pope Urban II - Sermon of First Crusade:
I, Urban, God's ambassador to the whole world — to all princes here in Flanders, Germans chosen by God, and heirs of Carl Martel:
A cursed race of Muslims have overrun Christians in seven battles as far west as the Hellespont, and slay them by sword and fire!
They circumcise them and pour their blood on altars or into baptismal fonts!
Perforate their navels! Pull forth the intestine! Bind it to a stake! Then flog the victim around and around until the viscera have all gushed forth!
Cut open the callouses on pilgrims' heels and fold the skin back, lest money is sewn there!
Make them drink scammony until their bowels burst, lest they have swallowed gold!
Spread out the folds of the intestine, to disclose whatever nature held there in secret!
Unless you avenge these wrongs, great Franks—whom God gave courage, bodily activity, and strength to humble the hairy scalps of all who resist you—disgrace!
Shall a base race claim the ground where the Savior's blood gushed forth and the tomb where His body, its quivering members dead, found rest?
Don't be stayed by love of children, parents and wives!
Christ says, “He that loveth family more than me is unworthy.”
Nor let possessions detain you, your land shut in on all sides by seas and mountains furnishes scarcely food enough!
Instead, take the road to the Holy Sepulchre—wrest that land of milk and honey from a wicked race and take it for yourselves!
Christus volt! Christ commands it!
Nov. 27, 1868 - Colonel Custer - Song before massacre of Comanche village:
We are the pride of the army
And a regiment of great renown
Our name's on the pages of history
From '66 on down
Hurrah for our brave commanders
Who lead us into the fight
We'll do or die in our country's cause
And battle for the right
'Tis the gallant Seventh Cavalry
It matters not where we're goin'
Such you'll surely say as we march away
And our band plays 'Garryowen'
Justification - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 28 - Would-Be Byron:
May I speak?
If I trade
little bits of what I know
about a woman
when she loves a man
for crumbs
of literary history,
whose business is that
but my own?
You Social Conscience poets,
get a life! A lot of people
do worse things
than stand in line
because they want to write.
Sure, I could be like Christ
and feed the poor instead,
but why attempt to stand
the natural order on its head?
He himself said
hunger would be always with us,
so then, why not share a tip
along the way on how to get
a Catholic girl to kiss us?
Why criticize entertainment,
given how fond your precious bodhisattvas are
of cherry-blossom arrangement?
If this Take-A-Number system
offends you,
hitch up your pangs and leave.
Not only
is the soup line over there,
but two charmed jade chips
smuggled out
of Shangri-La itself
I hear
are buried
in the mini-cemetery
of James Hilton's underwear.
Attachment - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 29 - Zeus to Miriam:
Truth is,
I'm not crazy about mountain-tops.
I wandered in disguise
along the wharves of the Aegean ports,
alongside rivers, lakes—
I like a water view.
The day I first laid eyes on you
I had gone hiking from the Carmel
up the Kishon river through Besara,
poked my head into the basalt caves
where an acquaintance or two lived,
and when I saw a milepost for Nazareth,
one of those voices in my head
urged me to walk that way.
What drew me to one particular girl
I glimpsed in a sunny window
with her book?
Oddly, it was the book.
I was seized by a powerful curiosity
about what had set that particular look
on your face.
I wondered if I could do that too.
I was supposed to be
omnipotent.
As Io Bled - Muse's Advisory, Nov. 30 - Clio:
“What did I see
in you?” Miriam exclaims.
“Chutzpah, for one thing.
You walked right in
like it was where you lived
and were about to call
I'm home!,
then looked at me
as if I were the most exotic
human being you had ever seen,
scorching my face
with your black eyes
like Nabateans scorch the hillocks
to smoke hyrax out.”
“So, not my beard,
nor hands?” Zeus says.
“Poets will write
it was my beard and hands,
and that I smelled
more sweetly
than the average man.”
“Your beard,” she laughs,
“makes you resemble
nothing more than one
of Homer's bumpkins,
and your hands look
like you've grappled
one too many sheep!
You do have a
distinctive smell,
but only swineherds
would consider it a treat.”
“Io—“
“That cow would call
a saw-scaled viper sweet
if she thought
it would get her served
in her unpausing
oestral heat.”
“One poet wrote,” Zeus says,
He appeared to her
as a well-made man;
and my form's been sculpted
into comely statues
fairly frequently—
perhaps for cause?”
“Don't fish
for compliments from me!
The whole world knows it was
the torso of Alcamenes
that Phidias spread olive oil on,
and then the face of Ageladas—
they were the models for
your chryselephantine colossus
and every sculptor since
has only copied that!
If you looked half as good
as half your statues look,
you wouldn't need
the silken mind and steely tongue
that are your trademark hooks.”
“You're all a god could want,
dear Miriam—
to be known well,
and leveled with.
You've no idea how much
demeaned I've felt
these past 19 or 20 centuries
bombarded constantly with antiphons
as if I were a monolith.”
“It's worse for me,” she says.
“My cult believes I care
about each member, individually.
The Ave Maria's are easy
but every Mother Mary, come to me
after heart-wrenching litanies
of sins and sorrows
mars my sleep.
What has become
of common courtesy?”
The sun's blood
spilled onto the bay below.
Behind them climbed a moon
pale as the face of Io
above the red flood
of the abattoir,
as they uncasked
another ewer of bright wine
and warmly reminisced.
Prospects - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 1 - Melpomene:
“Once you've relaxed
as long as restless stock
like yours can brook,"
says Miriam to Zeus,
"you'll just go right back
to your footloose rut.
It's not as though
you'll ever be too old to rule.”
They spot John,
first a stationary pin-prick
in the distance,
then a praying mantis
slowly growing larger,
arms upraised, emaciated,
on his back a fig-leaf sack
of semi-rotted fish.
“Six hundred years,” Zeus says,
“was Noah's walk upon the earth
before he got
the inspiration, Boat.
Once the deluge
had run its course,
he got another notion,
Ferment grape juice into wine.
Where I'll find joy
the next six-hundred-year
is anybody's guess;
for the current hexakosioi,
it's here with you.”
The protests of John's retinue
of seven gulls and seven crows
reverberate
while light and dark wings
dice the air
above where he has, for the moment,
disappeared behind a rise.
Cats cast uneasy glances
higher still
where buzzards loiter on the currents
just in case
some beast with red blood in it
winds up dead.
“Looks like the seafood's old again,”
laughs Miriam.
“These cats are getting fat.”
“He knows I'm here,”
Zeus says.
“Still, humor him, and go.
He has it in his head
that he and I are celibates.
He only stays the hour—
chants his latest prophecy
and mourns the power
of Yeshua's touch to soothe
disturbing dreams on nights
when thunderbolts unnerve
the atmosphere within him
and without.”
“You're safe with him?”
She smiles. He stands.
Mixed with the shrieking
of the vying gulls and crows,
the hermit's curses place him
ten or fifteen plethrons
down the coiling road.
“Safety,” she says, “is nowhere near
the top of my priorities.”
“That's what I love about you, doll.
Come here,
I have some very dangerous ideas!”
“Get out of here, before I throttle you.
The problem with your kind
who never die
is that you have no next lives
to look forward to.
But we who watch
the deaths of those we love
must choose between
lifelong depression
and belief they'll be restored.
Your children die,
you simply breathe on them again.
We need to trust
that there's a time and place
beyond this killing ground
where we will reunite.
The rotting fish, the cats,
the gulls, the crows, the vultures
circling above—
the visions of John's heart—
they all remind me of the loss,
and coming loss, of love."
Prayer - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 2 - Urania:
The saint climbs up the path
with his fish-smelling sack,
oblivious to the boot
in front and the boot
in back;
one scroll unfurled
inside his head,
one underneath his feet,
the third a kompolói,
strung olive stones
from the grove Gethsemane,
I on the isle of Patmos
heard a trumpet unto Ephesus
and unto Smyrna
and unto Pergamos
and unto Thyatira
and unto Sardis
and unto Philadelphia
and unto Laodicea.
In front of him wafts
Miriam's pale face,
eyes like flame
searched reins and hearts
and his feet like brass
tred pavingstones
and stumblingblocks!
the last is greater
than the first
until the vessels
of the potter break
to shivers like
the evening star!
He tries to smile
but finds a smile already
seated on his lips.
Her spirit reaches out a hand
to quiet him.
Muse's Advisory, Dec. 3 - Urania:
I come quickly! John cries,
ascending the hill with his sack.
Flies buzz around his head
and straggle in his hair;
four swifts do acrobatics in the sky.
The first beast is a lion!
The second a calf, the third a man!
The last an eagle with inward eyes!
Sun flares. His dry lips crack.
A wary yeoman and bone-thin ox
pass on the narrow track.
Behold a white stallion!
My Lord, how long, how long?
A deathstalker blocks his way,
barb poised and claws spread wide.
John stoops and cups his palm,
raises the scorpion to
striking distance of his eyes
and prays, Lord, here am I!
It arches its six-striped back,
it stretches forth its mighty tail
and took its barb to strike
but hesitates, is stayed.
Not my will be done but thine.
I hear thy voice and I obey.
He looses the mouth of his sack
and drops the scorpion in. Amen.
Fetus - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 4 – Polimnia:
John can no more stop than a torrent rushing down a gully after a cloudbreak
stars fall like a fig tree casting untimely figs in a mighty wind
and the heavens depart like a scroll when it is rolled back up
and each mountain and island rooted up from its foundations
blue sky and white sun concealments and illusions, flies and birds the evil one's diversions
who shall hunger no more
for the lamb shall wipe all the tears from the glass of their eyes
behind the veil of his own face, deafening thunder like the roars of behemoth
and the earth is shaken and rocks broken open
and vaults cloven and bodies of the saints
who were asleep arise and come out of the tomb
he stumbles in his delirium
the cord binding his sack breaking open and the foul octopus inside
sliding out onto the path like Belial's stillborn fetus
which fouls and sears his fingers as he spills it back into the flaxen bag
and continues up the hill to greet Miriam
Agape - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 5 – Urania:
an angel
smoke ascending from her head
lightnings
of hail and fire mixed with blood
trees burnt
green grass
a mountain burnt
sea creatures burnt
the sea made bitter
by the damned star Wormwood
a young man leads a white goat
down the hill
its horns
as cedars of Lebanon
its thick legs
like the thief's who asked Yeshua
to remember him
John praises god
the goat bleats
with the voice of Gabriel
the yeoman takes
from underneath his coat
a waterskin
and offers John to drink
this day
you'll be with me in Paradise
John says
Father
the yeoman says
look at the silver sea today
takes drink himself
puts back the waterskin
continues down the path
John hefts his sack of food
for Miriam
resumes his climb
Scarabeus sacer - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 6 – Revelation:
The fifth angel lifts a Key
To unlock the bottomless Pit
That breathes forth Smoke
Of locusts and of Scorpions
All ordained to punish Men
With no seal on their Brows
Who pray in vain for Death
On insects raimented for War
Their faces as the face of Men
Their teeth the teeth of Lions
Their breastplates made of Iron
And the sounding of their Wings
Like horses coursing into Battle
In the name of the locusts' King
In the Hebrew tongue Abaddon
In the Greek tongue Apollyon
In the Latin tongue Exterminans
And the scorpion's Epithet
Is the slayer of Lapwings!
Curse ye,
Orders of twin winged Demons!
Curse ye,
Twice false Olympic Gods!
Ye have taken from me Yeshua
My Lord.
Purification - Muse's Advisory, Dec. 7 – Urania:
An ivory angel
clothed in cloud appears
a rainbow on its hair, sun
in its mouth
its right foot on the sea, its left on solid ground.
Seal up some things and write them not,
it says.
John sees the olive trees,
the cats assembling,
the roundstone hut
where Miriam is.
He has fish in his sack
to nourish her
Yeshua had bequeathed into his care
on Golgotha.
He sees the goat god
Zeus
slip off into the brush.
Voices - Muse's Advisory - Wed., Dec. 8 – Urania:
And was given him a reed like a rod
when the angel spoke, saying,
Rise. These are the two olive trees.
“Shlom, Miriam,” John says.
“Shlom, John. Come,
sit and drink, first water
and then wine.”
John seats himself
and next to him is seated Yeshua
arisen.
She cried travailing in birth,
Yeshua says,
and pained to be delivered
until there appeared first
a red dragon having seven heads
and ten horns to devour her child
and she fled into the wilderness
to that place prepared of God
that you should feed her there.
“The beast who bides here with you,” John says,
“spoke to me along the road.
He has blasphemed Yeshua.”
“No beast, John.
It was Zeus, Yeshua's father.”
John, she cannot hear you, says Yeshua.
“Lord, with what tongue shall I speak?” John asks.
“Drink, friend,” says Miriam,
and passes him cool water from the spring,
the sound of her voice like unto the voice of the cistern.
Though she be my mother,
she heareth me not, says Yeshua.
“Lord, give me words,” John says.
“Your words, John, always comfort me,”
says Miriam. “Your voice reminds me
of Yeshua's voice in childhood,
which delights me.”
“He is here, Mother!” John cries.
“Is he?” she says. “Would that I could see him.”
“Only open thine eyes,” John says.
It's time to go, Yeshua says. The Greek boat waits;
the ebb tide changes its devotement.
John stands and casts about his eyes
down on the cats that paw the sack of fish.
“I bring you squid and octopus,” he says,
“forbidden to the Jews, but your son places
on our plate all that His Father hath provided
for our sustinence.”
“Friend, thank you,” she says, standing too.
“Whatever beast it is who you call Zeus,”
John says, “seeks only to corrupt you.”
“Oh, that ship has sailed, John!”
She cannot hear, Yeshua says.
Go and return thyself to Ephesus,
and thence to Patmos.
Paradise awaits you there.
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